A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_URI::$config is deprecated
Filename: core/URI.php
Line Number: 101
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Router::$uri is deprecated
Filename: core/Router.php
Line Number: 127
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$benchmark is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$hooks is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$config is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$log is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$utf8 is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$uri is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$exceptions is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$router is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$output is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$security is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$input is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$lang is deprecated
Filename: core/Controller.php
Line Number: 82
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$db is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 396
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_DB_mysqli_driver::$failover is deprecated
Filename: database/DB_driver.php
Line Number: 371
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$pagination is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 1283
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Return type of CI_Session_files_driver::open($save_path, $name) should either be compatible with SessionHandlerInterface::open(string $path, string $name): bool, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice
Filename: drivers/Session_files_driver.php
Line Number: 132
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Return type of CI_Session_files_driver::close() should either be compatible with SessionHandlerInterface::close(): bool, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice
Filename: drivers/Session_files_driver.php
Line Number: 294
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Return type of CI_Session_files_driver::read($session_id) should either be compatible with SessionHandlerInterface::read(string $id): string|false, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice
Filename: drivers/Session_files_driver.php
Line Number: 168
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Return type of CI_Session_files_driver::write($session_id, $session_data) should either be compatible with SessionHandlerInterface::write(string $id, string $data): bool, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice
Filename: drivers/Session_files_driver.php
Line Number: 237
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Return type of CI_Session_files_driver::destroy($session_id) should either be compatible with SessionHandlerInterface::destroy(string $id): bool, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice
Filename: drivers/Session_files_driver.php
Line Number: 317
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Return type of CI_Session_files_driver::gc($maxlifetime) should either be compatible with SessionHandlerInterface::gc(int $max_lifetime): int|false, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice
Filename: drivers/Session_files_driver.php
Line Number: 358
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: Warning
Message: ini_set(): Session ini settings cannot be changed after headers have already been sent
Filename: Session/Session.php
Line Number: 282
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: Warning
Message: session_set_cookie_params(): Session cookie parameters cannot be changed after headers have already been sent
Filename: Session/Session.php
Line Number: 289
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: Warning
Message: ini_set(): Session ini settings cannot be changed after headers have already been sent
Filename: Session/Session.php
Line Number: 304
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: Warning
Message: ini_set(): Session ini settings cannot be changed after headers have already been sent
Filename: Session/Session.php
Line Number: 314
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: Warning
Message: ini_set(): Session ini settings cannot be changed after headers have already been sent
Filename: Session/Session.php
Line Number: 315
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: Warning
Message: ini_set(): Session ini settings cannot be changed after headers have already been sent
Filename: Session/Session.php
Line Number: 316
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: Warning
Message: ini_set(): Session ini settings cannot be changed after headers have already been sent
Filename: Session/Session.php
Line Number: 317
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: Warning
Message: ini_set(): Session ini settings cannot be changed after headers have already been sent
Filename: Session/Session.php
Line Number: 375
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: Warning
Message: session_set_save_handler(): Session save handler cannot be changed after headers have already been sent
Filename: Session/Session.php
Line Number: 110
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: Warning
Message: session_start(): Session cannot be started after headers have already been sent
Filename: Session/Session.php
Line Number: 143
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$session is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 1283
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property System::$obj is deprecated
Filename: libraries/System.php
Line Number: 4
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/libraries/System.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property System::$company_email is deprecated
Filename: libraries/System.php
Line Number: 11
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/libraries/System.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/libraries/System.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property System::$company_name is deprecated
Filename: libraries/System.php
Line Number: 11
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/libraries/System.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/libraries/System.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$system is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 1283
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Functions::$obj is deprecated
Filename: libraries/Functions.php
Line Number: 5
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/libraries/Functions.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$functions is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 1283
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$form_validation is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 1283
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$image_lib is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 1283
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$login_model is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 358
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$front_login_model is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 358
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$no_records is deprecated
Filename: controllers/Front.php
Line Number: 5
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property Front::$front is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 358
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Image_lib::$dest_image is deprecated
Filename: libraries/Image_lib.php
Line Number: 576
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/core/MY_Controller.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: filter_var(): Passing null to parameter #3 ($options) of type array|int is deprecated
Filename: core/Input.php
Line Number: 572
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$load is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$asset is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$benchmark is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$hooks is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$config is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$log is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$utf8 is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$uri is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$exceptions is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$router is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$output is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$security is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$input is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$lang is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$db is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$pagination is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
A PHP Error was encountered
Severity: 8192
Message: Creation of dynamic property CI_Loader::$session is deprecated
Filename: core/Loader.php
Line Number: 931
Backtrace:
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/application/controllers/Front.php
File: /homepages/45/d888688453/htdocs/index.php
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Grateful for my Homecoming - Lavanya Girish - Homing Soul
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Grateful for my Homecoming
Home, the four letter word that ushers in a delight, that makes me look forward to sporadic rushes of joy and that which reminds me of the delectable food cooked by Maa.
HOME - it's sheer nostalgia for me. Those innumerable memories of the sand dunes, camels and those nomads pitching tents all over.
Maa's memories are fresh in my mind from my last visit. It has been a while since I saw her cooking, blowing the air in that stubborn wooden tube, making the embers burn more voraciously to make me hot flatbreads - Rotis as they are commonly known everywhere. It's been a while since I slept under the open sky watching the stars twinkle, beside Maa caressing my hair and shedding tears at the mere sight of my injuries. Life on the warfront is difficult no doubt but it is the accompanying loneliness that gets on to you after a point of time. Those moments when you are so numb with emotions that feelings cease to exist, where only the sounds of the shelling echo on both sides of the border and where I bear testimony along with those thousand other soldiers of the animosity that humanity can harbour for each other. I am a Deputy Commandant in the Border Security Forces, belonging to one of the famed 186 battalions serving our nation.
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I reached the outskirts of Jodhpur in the wee hours of the morning. Twilight in the desert sands seemed ethereal. The crimson coloured sky met the brown sand and they amalgamated perfectly creating wondrous hues of their conglomeration. I paused to catch my breath as my soul took in the beauty of the surroundings.
I recalled my initial days of training at the Army Camp in Jodhpur. The waking up at 05:00 hrs, training, camping etc. We did enjoy as we trained to serve the nation. My hands went up in salute as my soul passed those gates.
Two blocks away, I could see that Hut. Yes, it was a hut for sure, thatched roof that had given way to an asbestos sheet, the chimney that had stood the vagaries of time and innumerable sandstorms holding fort and the rugged door that witnessed my Maa standing, clutching the outer rims and crying her heart out at my departure. I could never forget farewells even if I wanted to.
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As I trudged ahead slowly, my gaze moved towards my shoes. A man is known by his shoes they say. Well, mine was evidence of the battles we had fought on the border against China, of late. The pandemic had destroyed our brotherhood and China had moved in for the final kill at the Line of Actual Control, in Aksai Chin, to be precise. We had no idea when days turned into nights and subsequently days yet again. We fought endlessly till we lost our souls in the war. That's what battles do. They don't annihilate bodies, they obliterate souls. We were no different.
However, today I was happy. I was coming home after two harsh years. This homecoming had a different spark to it. My mind rejoiced and my heart sang a song.
Shehar Maro Jodhpur
Aa nagri hai kismet waalon ki
The rhythm and the lyrics echoed in my mind. I was seconds away from meeting my Maa. Finally, I had reached. The door was thrown open as Maa came rushing to hug me. I smiled, I laughed and I squealed in delight, but I couldn't touch her. I felt her though in my body and in my veins as my cold blood yearned for her warmth and love, yet again. She wailed and she screamed. It was painful to see her like this.
The soldiers gave her the National Flag that had me wrapped in it lifeless and morbid as I bid my final farewell in the mountainous terrains of Leh a week back. The Tirangaa that would always carry my smell. The explosion that claimed my life didn't leave much of my body to be handed back to my family. Whatever was left was given in an earthen urn to Maa. My body had deserted me, but my soul had travelled far in search of home.
Homecoming it was, a different one though. I could now rest in peace. I was finally where I was meant to be. I was finally in Jodhpur.I was with Maa.
I WAS HOME. That's all that matters now. I am eternally grateful for this HOMECOMING.
Khamma Ganni!
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